[bad day rant] :(

Thank you to the Hubby for buying me my favorite cake after having a bad day :)

You ever have one of those days?

I woke up late which is good because I haven't been feeling the greatest all week. I had some breathing/athsma issues earlier this week that are still working themselves out so I thought taking the day off would serve me well. I knew there was coverage and let people know about it yesterday. Hell, I even asked if it was ok! So I did, I actually took a sick day. Well that didn't go as well as I wanted it to. Instead of relaxing and resting up, I felt guilty about taking time off (even though I never do). 

That ruined my day.

I was grumpy, still extremely worn down, stressed out and depressed. 

Great.

Everyone knows a pregnant woman is a raging hormone factory right? Making a pregnant woman feel guilty about something will be about a million times worse than you think it will make someone feel. GAH! I'm trying to chalk it up to the fact that I'm taking things to personally lately...but it's really hard not to. I feel like I'm working my ass off for nothing. It's a constant struggle...I feel like no matter what I do, it's never good enough. If I give 110%, I should be giving 115%. 

But I just can't. 

I can't physically do it anymore. This little bun in my oven takes alot of my energy and even more so that I'm in my last trimester. I come home from work and it takes all of me not to fall asleep on the car ride home now. Not to mention that the commute to and from work has more than doubled too.Thank goodness for a very patient husband who has been tending to my every whim.

[end rant]