An advanced (and current) apology to my husband...

I'M SORRY!
OK.
I admit it.
I'm a horrible person right now and I probably will be for the next little bit.
:S
and my poor husband gets the brunt of it most of the time

I am cranky, sleep deprived, having a lot of pain and can barely walk sometimes. The other fun one is the raging hormones I have going on... I'm an absolute peach one second and then the next I'm ready to off the entire world! I have no patience for anything and I want to kill overly happy seasonal associates. (I've worked retail for 15 years+, I can pick you guys out blindfolded!) I'm a hot mess!

This little boy has dropped and is now sitting right on my pelvis. (head down, mind you so he is prepping to get out out!) Sometimes he likes to shift and it feels like hes gonna break through and split me in half! Or the other fun one is when he kicks/punches my bladder so I have to waddle-run to the bathroom and then all you get is a trickle..gah. Oh wait, I love it when I'm trying to sle ep and you wake me up with a swift hit to the ribs(like they're not sore enough already)! And on that sleep note, contrary to what baby may think, I LIKE sleep! I LOVE it, in fact. I remember earlier in this pregnancy all I could do was sleep and now I'm lucky if I can get  5 hour run at night. Oh the woes of pregnancy...  Fun, huh?

It's 5 days before Christmas and we have just a few more presents to go. Yesterday we got most of our shopping done. Needless to say, Christmas shopping sucks being this far along but I will tell you something... I'm insanely thankful that I'm not working! I think I've blocked that part of my brain. The crazy rushes, the rude customers (it's not my fault that you left your xmas shopping till right now and I dont have that super exclusive, hard to find size and style hidden in the back for you) the huge shipments, and insane workload. I've been too busy baking this bun!

So yes, I guess that was my rant.

Im looking forward to Thai food tonight with my cousins.
(Trying to do the spicy food thing to evict this baby from my loins.lol)